Sixteen.

So back in 2008, i was thinking to myself "wow in 4 years i will be 16... that is so old!"

& now I'm sixteen. what's awkward is that i don't feel much different.

i was hoping i would & that i was going to feel older,

 & i have a feeling that it's going to be like this when i turn 18, 21, 30, ect.

which is disappointing considering i have been looking forward to this for a while.

one thing i do feel different about though is that when i look at my birthday last year (& all the other ones for that matter) i think about how stupid i was. which is also a little embarrassing. i have another feeling that I'm going to feel like this next year & that I'm going to say "wow i was so young!" lol, I'm not sure.

i know that i have grown so much in my life in this past year even though i feel stupider than ever.
& most of all I'm happy that God blessed me with another year!

here is a picture from a day after my birthday, we went to get ice cream. :)

Anyways that's all i gots to say about that.

Sorry i took me like a month for me to post that. I'm just too lazy. sixteen year old problems right ;)